After a long entry...

... let me just post a short one.

Working to achieve a goal, is the only way to give your life some sense.
Having no occupation, being idle all the time gives you too much time,
Time you spend to think about what happens around you,
Things that you don't want to see, hear or feel.

Working is a way of being pragmatic.

It's one of the only ways to endure life as it is,
A drug which makes time fly by or stretches it endlessly,
Until you either end up feeling satisfied about what you have achieved,
Or mad about the time you have wasted.

But most important is that you can always...

Choose.