A long time ago on a blog far, far away...

First of all, I'd like to say sorry to my french readers who probably will be a bit mad at me because I write this entry in english, but I just need to.

Next on the list is: I lost my last girlfriend. We broke up and at first, it was VERY hard for me. I mean, I loved her from the bottom of my heart (for those wondering, yes, I do have one) and finding out that she was (VERY probably) cheating on me with another guy and abused of my kindness, was like a stabbing me with a knife in the back.

Sure... shit happens... I mean, it could have been worse. But as many people say, when you loose something (or someone), you often find more than you would ever expect. And it's true.

The pain went away and I decided to go ahead and not to let myself just fall into a foolish and useless depressive state of mind. And I met new people, lots of new people who offered me their friendship and one special person even offered me alot more.

I could make an endless list of new people I met like Alena, Sasuke, Jack (you moron >)), Mugen, Thunderball, Tracy, Nathalie, Olivier, Benoit, Eddy, Kader, Mimi, Fanny, Manu... some of these people I met over the net and others I met IRL. All those people gave me something I thought I had lost: hope. Hope to be able to get back on my feet and move on.

And there is this very special person, who is far away from me right now but so close in my mind and my heart. I just met her by surprise. She just popped into my life and suddenly, I felt whole again. She made me smile, she made me feel special, she made me feel good, happy... we both felt the spark pass from one to another... love can't even describe this feeling which is more than intense and pure. I've never had the feeling to be so close to someone while being so far from her in reality like I do every single second of my life. There's no moment passing by I'm not asking what she's doing, how well she feels, if she thinks of me...

Some will call this madness, other will call this love, and even other will call this a rush...

But the truth is, I have finaly found my better half, the part of me that was just missing to make me complete. My love, I am yours and will be forever and ever. We'll soon be together my Love, just as I promised, and I will do anything to make a paradise of your life, because this is what you did to mine. I love you more than my own life...