I'm not easy (and surely not like a sunday morning)

I've been working at night the last few days. It's really ok, cause I don't sleep well. But strange enough, these few days have been really draining my energy until the very last bit. Impressive... I feel totaly burned out today. My body screams for rest... it's a real torture, cause my mind on the opposite is absolutly alert. Argh... I hate it... I really hate it. The worst thing is, since I'm so physicaly down, there's no way for me to do something... everything I start, I totaly mess up. Maybe I'm just trying to do too much at once. I don't know.

Maybe it has something to do with my current state of mind. It's like a loss of appetite for life... everything tastes dull... all the same. I'm just unable to find something which could recharge my batteries. No one either... just to mention it. DAMNIT!

I guess I just need a brake. Taking it easy, just doing the most essential everyday life stuff.

Funny... it makes me think of something my old maths teacher once told me when I was about 12 or 13 years old. I was standing in front of the blackboard, puzzling how to solve a problem. He said to me:
"Samuel, sometimes, it only takes a different point of view to clearly see the answer to a question... take a few steps back and have a look again."
I did... and a couple of seconds later, seeing the entire problem from a more global, distant view, it became all totaly clear.

That's a habit actually I took after this day... when I'm in trouble, looking for a solution to a problem, I take a few steps back... when you don't feel totaly involved, you can think alot clearer.