Imagine yourself cruising between two moods all the time, changing from one extreme to another in just a blink of an eye... ALL THE FUCKING TIME! One word, one little thing just making you drop from a gigantic high to a deep, deep, deep... deep deep deep low. It's almost like a neverending emotionnal rollercoaster. I'm really getting sick of it...
Thinking of it, I've always been like that, since my childhood, absorbing exterior emotionnal charges like a sponge... he he... there again, it's probably the reason why I love it so much to live far away from other people. This keeps me in a kind of balance. On the other hand, it seems like it takes less to break this very balance today than it did a couple of years ago. It's one of these famous choices: the better of the worse.
Seems like life itself mostly turns around making this kind of choices.
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You know, I've been in to that kinda shit since... hum... 4 or 5 years now. And I am really guessing that this has surely something to do with our almighty sensibility. Artist, 'ts'all about that baby!
With my very own personal opinion i guess this is it. And i qm living this kind of unbearable thing at this very moment.
Stay tall my bitch :p
I don't know where this emotionnal chaos comes from, really. Still, it's a pain in the ass you never get used to and it drains on your energy. Alas, it also keeps people away (or should I say, it makes you keep people away from you), since they have a hard time understanding these sudden changes in mood.
One common example is that when I'm down, I need to be all by myself, I like it quiet, cause I know my reactions towards other people can be very ugly and impulsive. I have to take distance until all the anger and paranoia goes away... until all settles down, you know. And it's mostly right at THIS FUCKING TIME when someone breaks in (usually only with the best intentions in the world) and disturbs the "healing process" (if you want to call it that way). This always turns into a drama.
I'd be tempted to say: If you're a woman who can understand and live with that, please contact me and marry me ;p
Sadly, there aren't many people like that...
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